| a little insight of the big world of lil ***RACH*** | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Hi, I'm Rach a 15 year old chica from Bloomsburg, Pennsylvania... I love to draw, write poetry, read, and PARTY!!! | <3 hehe my fave movie is What's Eating Gilbert Grape? ... I love Daria and My So Called Life... I wish I were a Dixie Chick:) some of my poetry: I miss you� I love you� Head over heals, I'd do anything 4 you� I only wish I knew if I was wasting my time. I wish I knew what you had in mind. I hope you know that what I feel is real, And that my heart isn�t so easy to steal. I feel energy run through my body, It all comes back to you. People say I�m glowing, But it�s only the knowing� That you�re only a heartbeat away. At least in my dreams. Perfect Is there such a thing? I hope so; otherwise I�m blind. The trouble with myself is that I�m too gullible, I�m trying not to listen to my heart. I�m trying to learn from mistakes, But somehow I find myself falling into the same love trap. You better hold the hell on to my heart tight. Don�t you dare let go. I need you, I need a guy who I am infatuated with to be on my mind 24 7. I need a guy, who is infatuated with me, Or at least appears to be� For once I need a serious relationship, a guy who I can be with 24 7. A guy who I can look forward all day just to talk to him, Just to hear his voice, or his sweet MSG. You know who you are, Now come and find me� I�m waiting. A rose By Rachel Kantner Do you want a rose? I do, I want one red with love. I want one from heaven above. I want the feeling of a mouthful of sugar. I want a rose plucked from the sky. A rose for me to gaze at and sigh. I want to be loved enough to get a rose. No task would be the same, Drinking morning coffee would be even more refreshing in its presence. The sweet rose fragrance would interrupt the smell of the harsh coffee beans You could hear it whisper, �You�re special.� You could feel yourself be blessed by the, Crisp petals, As they brush your cheek. And the thorns� They would be there just for your protection. Comets The comets shoot past my eyes, And I wonder how many times I�ll be able to witness, The pure night sky, All of those treasured moments, Of realizing how precious and small Miss I miss you, I miss me, I miss the sunsets we never had. I miss the trees and the wind, And the blanket against the grass, I miss the little yellow flower petals falling from my soft hands, Swept away by the wind, And swept away in your arms, Chilled and warmed, Lonely and crowded, I miss those times, I miss not being confused, I miss not knowing I was confused, The days in the park, Under the sun, Under the stars, Cuddling, Chasing, But remember when he lost his shoe? I miss those days, I miss loosing silly things, I miss when he said the butterfly was beautiful on my cheek, I miss being held sincerely. But that never happened, So how can I miss it? Sincerely is far from my reach, It is the thing I can�t touch, Or begin to see. I miss sitting on my roof looking at the forbidden, I miss hiding boys in my room late at night, I miss those damn creeps. I miss the hammock. Swinging alone in my world Far away from where I am now, Or then. I miss you, I miss me. Hugz Sometimes Sometimes I just need some fun, Just a bit, not a ton. May it be right or wrong. Sometimes I just need to get away, A place no one knows about, Where I can stay. A lie is all I need those times. Sometimes it gets out of hand, And I end up with no place to land. A few bad decisions that I make. Sometimes I can�t turn back, And it�s oh so hard to get back on track. Other times it�s no harm, maybe Even for the good. Sometimes I wish I didn�t need the rush, And I didn�t have to keep my life all a hush. But all too often that�s the way it has to be. Sometimes I wish I could just be me. Barbie Girl When you�re a little girl, You dream of Ken picking you up in his convertible. And when you�re a bigger girl, And Ken picks you up� All you�re left with is a ticket. For going too fast. And it won�t disappear until you pay the fine. Be Careful What What You Wish for And his tears wet my cheek through the phone. Then they evaporate twice as fast. His Skeet Ulrich eyes, and gleaming perfect grin, Mock me from my mind. You dream of good looks, money, and someone who can�t live without you. Because of what was read from your storybooks. Then you find out that seashell eyes and warm breezes of compliments aren�t all that people say they are. So you press your lips together and blow the weeds� seeds away to bother another princess who wants a prince and a happy ending. Silent Do you care that we�re apart? Do you care that you broke my heart? I go past your locker and get not even a glance. You never even gave us a chance. What made you so distant? Were you sleeping around? Cause around me you spoke not a sound. It was so hard for me to do, But I just wasn�t understanding you. So I hope you�re happy and that that�s the way you wanted it to be� Silent. MOtha I hate the gilt you leave in me� That I have no right to feel. It makes me so ANGRY to know that you are harassing my life. You HAVE to interfere, don�t you? Whelp, I have news YOU could use! I know things that you will NEVER know. I know that you�re a psycho. I delete you� BACKSPACE! Run away. GO away� FAR, Far, Far, Away. From MY life and my friend�s lives. You messed up� 4 ever. No matter What you tell your doctors or shrinks. I�m still not accepting you back into my world. I promise myself, my friends� who you�ve hurt, and all of the future persons you manipulate, I�m putting a stop to it. Good-bye You know� I�m not always going to be like this. In a few years I�ll be a new person. Someone I don�t know, Someone I probably never will know. You know� I�m not always going to like the same things. I�m not always going to be asking for pings. In a few years I�ll be a new person. Someone you don�t know. Someone he hasn�t met. Cause you know� I don�t plan on failing forever. And I won�t always be saying �never�. In a few years I�ll be a new person. Someone my own blood won�t know. Someone she doesn�t remember. But that�s OK cause you know� I�m not always going to be so bad. Someday I might even listen to my dad. In a few years I�ll be a new person. Someone I never will know. Someone new from head to toe. O well� you live and learn� cause you know� I don�t know me now and I didn�t know me then I won�t know me in the end. But I know you� I just hope you love me too. History repeats� Again. I sit and think, Is it happening again? The same feelings are surely back, And I know just how they attack. Just when I thought I was rid of them, They poison me. I have to change in some way, In order not to have a bad day like yesterday. I wish that people would care, That they�d actually notice that I�m there. That they�d see the hurt inside of me. I try to listen to my heart, But lately all it�s been doing is pumping blood. As usual no one understands. I want to cry forever, And never stop, Because things aren�t getting any better. Go ahead betray me when I need you most� Why does history repeat? What�s that I hear? You miss me? Can you say� �My ass?� I know I CAN Why don�t you go start a club? The �I�ve stabbed Rach club� I S R C There are lifetime memberships. I hope you�re expecting to never love me again.
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